24 to 48 Hours

I have less then 24 hours to fill up on my shakes and sugar free goodies... then its water until midnight - then nothing until surgery. In 48 hours - I will have changed my life and the way I eat forever. That word forever scares me a little. But I think its good. In order to have the life I want, I need to change the way I eat. Doing this surgery will force me to do that. Looking back over the last several years, I never thought I would be at this stage of my life - preparing for weight loss surgery. I always thought that I didn't need the help... but throughout my life - I have learned - it's ok to ask for help. I am very proud of myself. I never knew how hard not eating my favorite foods would be. But when it comes down to it - I did it!