Countdown...

11 Days and counting. She is moving more the last couple of days - making me think she is getting ready for her arrival. It's hard to know that I don't have any control on when she will come - but I am leaving it up to God. Only God knows when she will bless our family.

Now that I am done with school for a little bit I have been able to rest and relax more. I have been sleeping a little more and doing little things around the house to make sure everything is ready. Trying to keep it clean and well picked up so when she comes I can just be mom.

I have never seen my mom more excited. She has her GPS programed for the hospital and is ready for the call. It's really great to see that she is excited and ready to be a grandmother again!

I have spent 9 months getting ready for this moment - and the moment is about to arrive and I am scared. All I want to do is be a good mom, protect her and guide her. I have loved her from the moment I knew I was carrying her. Every day I love her more and more! I now know how others feel with their kids. It's such an amazing experience.

So - 11 days to go - plus or minus some. Then my life will change forever. Ready or not!