Frustrations of Life

The calm before the storm. I am so frustrated that I can't protect the ones I love from the hurricane. Why is it that people who do not want kids get kids and the people who would do anything for them can't get them. All I want to do is love them and care for them. I am a good person and just want to show them the world. What happened in her life that makes her so miserable? Why can't she see that the world isn't out to hurt her and would help her if she just let them in. As much as it pains me to say this... I do ask God to be with her and help her work through the troubles that she has. We all have to deal with the actions of our past. If you can't embrace what happened and learn from it, then you will never be happy. I don't have kids of my own, but I know what it feels like to have a wonderful boy that I will always love as if he was my own. It pains me to see what she does to my family. The hold and limitations she has on my family is not fair! Why does she get to have this control? Who died and made her queen! Why does it have to be this way... why can't she see that we are not the enemy and we just want what is best for the one precious thing in life... the little boy I love.