Time to relax. Breathe and just be ok and know that God will take care of things. I was very frustrated and angry last night, hence my last post. But I am learning to just breathe. I can't control others and I can only control myself. Each day I do good is a better day. Focusing on the day today is all I can do right now. Why worry about tomorrow when who knows what's about to happend.
I am actually having a great day. I managed to get all my school work done so I can just relax on the holiday. I cleaned the house so when I come home tomorrow from work I can just relax. I am getting a pattern down with school and that is helping me a lot. The next two years I will be really focusing on school and I don't think that is so bad. It's kinda fun! I know weird huh... school fun?! I must be crazy!
My eating is going well. I am really focusing on knowing when to stop. Eat slowly and get in that protein. That's what my eating is about now. I am glad I am losing and I just look forward to buying some new clothes one day. I think by now I am 2-3 sizes smaller. Not really sure because I haven't bought anything new. But I think if I did - I could buyer 2-3 sizes smaller. I have the hesitation of buying new clothes or even trying them on because for all I can remember is every time I tried on new clothes I had to go up a size. I know that is not the case now, but it's overcoming that fear.
Hey darling - I haven't checked in lately. But, I just did a whirlwind read of all your posts. Sounds like you've been a busy lady lately! Love reading all that you've shared, and hope you know that I think of you often. I haven't been able to find a lot of my clothes I used to have - I think I may have given them away. I can't wait to see you for Colin's B-day celebration in Buffalo. Do you know of any putt putt places, or bowling alleys that are near the mall? I think we might do the fondue, do something fun (could be just going to the mall I suppose!), and then go to dinner - I need some dinner ideas as well. Let me know your thoughts all around!! Love you - hugs and kisses - breathe in, breathe out :)
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